Exhausted
13 Oct 2005I'm exhausted. So very exhausted. So very tired. I took two days off of work this week because I couldn't wake up or get going.
I had a cough and a stuffy nose so I thought it must just be a strange cold or flu. I don't know though. It's day three and I'm still exhausted. I've been eating right, drinking right, taking it easy; basically doing everything I can think of. Still, I've been sleeping 75% of my day away for the last couple of days.
Everything feels normal other than being tired.
My building had no hot water today. So I started the day off with an invigoratingly cold shower. Then I proceeded to drink two cans of coke, just for the caffeine. It's not working. And I hardly ever drink caffeine. I kicked that habit ages ago.
So what's wrong? I wish I knew. Someone suggested loneliness or depression. I guess that could be. I've been lonely for a long time though, so it's odd it would just start affecting me out of the blue. I'm probably just messed up in the head.
I'll give it another week and see how things are. Hopefully the yawning will stop by then.
I will continue researching sources of fatigue and see if something clicks.
Have a nice yawn day everyone.