A Nice Guy
29 Mar 2005I've been a nice guy forever. Something about it just doesn't seem to work though. As far as I can tell, girls don't want nice guys.
The old saying that nice guys finish last is very wrong. I'm more in favour of the somewhat modified nice guys get run over by a bus halfway through the race.
Being a nice guy gets me lots of friends. Lots of girls that like to talk with me and hang out, but none who want to be more. I'm feeling kind of broken about the whole thing today.
I'm going to keep being a nice guy to everyone I know. Just because, well, what else could I possibly be? It's all I know. When I move in a few weeks I'm going to give being a nice guy one more shot. I'm going to keep being me until the end of the summer.
If it doesn't work out by then, then I'm just going to find a way to stop being me. It'll be hard, and it'll hurt, but I won't be alone anymore.
It's funny how such great things happening to me can bring this out in me. They are great, but they would be so much more amazing if I had someone to share it all with.
poke so if you out there reading this, or your friends, or your friends friends, are the one I should share it all with. Leave a comment :)
I'm going to go eat chocolate and be happy. This will be revisted again someday I'm sure.